What am i doing now? hmm.....I also dont know. Yesterday I CRIED for whole night, I cant sleep. Today, I kept in think back "What I cried for actually?" "Why I will because of JEALOUS cried whole night?" I seriously DONT KNOW! I just know that, She know you well more than me.(Not your girlfriend/boyfriend, but the one close with you) Now, I have a pose for myself. Maybe its just can be a ALASAN to let me dont want to think of it. I totally SPEECHLESS of it!
I just read your blog. You said no one understand your feeling including me. Yea...I admit! I am too CHILDISH, I am DA XIAO JIE. Everytime you called me call you xxxxxx, but I almost everytime I skip this topics. Can I ask who know my feeling at that time? I post my feeling in facebook, someone put her status and said "DONT ACTING, B"what can I do? Why i so care of it? Everytime I told myself, "Think positive, Becky." but why I cant? Why I cant control myself? I seriously jealous of you with them. "我不配" this is the ALASAN to let me dont thinking of you with them.
Can I ask who I am for you? Which one is your serious words and which is your joking words? I DONT KNOW! I really tired of it. Although we know each other 8 years plus, BUT i still dont know. Everytime you said "No secret hide from me" but can i reply you this "You never told me your feeling and secret before" ? Now, I got no comment why I will because of jealous cried. This is my QUESTION for me NOWADAYS. No one can answer me this question. Only I can answer myself.
I think no one will know who is the person i writing except the person I writing..I think this person after read this post also wont close with me anymore. I just can said that, Wish you happy in what you doing, Wish you can be forever and ever with your girlfriend/boyfriend. Thats ALL.
Bye
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